Jul 11, 2006 02:31
I found out tonight
that a good friend of mine's dad hits him.
Maybe that isnt a big deal to a lot of people but it made my stomach drop and it hasn't returned to its normal sitting position yet.
I then sat and watched The Notebook which didn't better my mood since that movie is so god damn depressing unless you're sitting and watching it with your "one true love."
Why do I read things I shouldnt?
I always find things I dont want to know.
and then the information just settles in me until all it is...
is a little piece of charred of memory
taking up space in what use to be full
of all the things my heart was ready to love.
So many people push away love now-a-days.