Oct 09, 2005 22:51
I just endulged in a 52 dollar outfit that I shouldn't have boughten because for no apparent reason my weekend was crap and all I want to do is cry and be depressed right now. I'm just in a CRAPPY mood. Work people piss me off and boys are stupid and I am just annoyed and irriatated and I want a big hug and to cry. Thats it. And I dont even have a reason to be this way, I just AM. My whole weekend wasn't bad I had some fun times...I am just...Bjhgdfjvbeakjvbqiwerbvjkefbvjdfbvdhfbvd
yea. that.
However- I heard this poem on a movie on friday and it is by e.e. cummings and he is my favorite writer of all time (for poetry) and it warms my heart and makes me feel a little better.
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i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
e.e. cummings