Ok, so last nights update was written out of extreme depression...I was actually crying while typing it, after reading some of my comments on my long LJ entry (which I have no locked as Private
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Ricky, your doing it again... please just really think about what the actual meaning to the entry you just made and the whole situation you are in. You say you are...but think harder, and this time try and view the situation from another person's perspective. If you cannot understand where people are coming from, then maybe you need to start thinking more about them. You say you care about your friends, yet you have a funny way of showing it. And no I'm not just referring to money...other things as well, which you should know about.
You've said this before....and nothing happened. Nothing changed. Your priorities are all wrong and you need to sort them out. I'm sorry but I have to agree with Manda on this one. I get the impression that this entry is to get sympathy and comfort out from the people whom are not speaking to you, even though you probably will deny this and do not realize you are doing it yourself. That they will suddenly forgive you and be your friend again because of this entry. That your sorry. Uh no, not with me. It takes a hell of a lot more to impress me. At the end of the day, you have to do much more than to just say sorry to people. You want people's trust? You want people to stop having a go at you? Then do something about it. Saying sorry and not doing anything about the situation ain't going to help you. Maybe they are not having a go at you and just trying to tell you something, but you won't listen. Yes. Thats it. Have you even thought about it in that way? Don't even say yes, because if you did you wouldn't have acted the way you did. You have a habit of saying one thing to one person, and something completely to another. You need to stop that.
Fuck negativity? heh, if you asked me I still say your running. You are now avoiding it because I know your still feeling negative. You don't like that feeling because you get depressed. Well, who likes being depressed? But sometimes you just have to take it head on in order to conquer it. Hiding away means nothing will be solved. FORGIVE AND FORGET!! Then cover it up with a big blanket and carry on as normal as if nothing had happened. Don't know if you've noticed, but when you start hiding more and more things under that blanket, the more bumpy and visible the stuff underneath it becomes. Don't hide from it, get rid of it! It will not last forever. We can all see this. Its the only way to sort out your problems.
Plus you need to not take everything so seriously. Especially ddr and itg. When I say people ruin the fun of it, I was actually referring to you. Although I could think of a few others as well. You need to control that anger of yours.
I'm not ranting at you, I am just telling you so you will realize and maybe start to think about this whole situation from a different angle. I'm not saying I hate you, but right now I don't really want to talk or see you. Things could have been avoided, I'm shocked that things have gotten this far...who would have known, neh? And to be honest, when you constantly told me that I was one of my bestest friends, why did I get the impression that you were just saying it to me? Why didn't I feel the same way back? You've said it to literally everyone else. I've had people like you before telling me the exact same thing, and it always meant trouble.
I could go on about this all day, so I'm just going to shut up now.
You've said this before....and nothing happened. Nothing changed. Your priorities are all wrong and you need to sort them out. I'm sorry but I have to agree with Manda on this one. I get the impression that this entry is to get sympathy and comfort out from the people whom are not speaking to you, even though you probably will deny this and do not realize you are doing it yourself. That they will suddenly forgive you and be your friend again because of this entry. That your sorry. Uh no, not with me. It takes a hell of a lot more to impress me. At the end of the day, you have to do much more than to just say sorry to people. You want people's trust? You want people to stop having a go at you? Then do something about it. Saying sorry and not doing anything about the situation ain't going to help you. Maybe they are not having a go at you and just trying to tell you something, but you won't listen. Yes. Thats it. Have you even thought about it in that way? Don't even say yes, because if you did you wouldn't have acted the way you did. You have a habit of saying one thing to one person, and something completely to another. You need to stop that.
Fuck negativity? heh, if you asked me I still say your running. You are now avoiding it because I know your still feeling negative. You don't like that feeling because you get depressed. Well, who likes being depressed? But sometimes you just have to take it head on in order to conquer it. Hiding away means nothing will be solved. FORGIVE AND FORGET!! Then cover it up with a big blanket and carry on as normal as if nothing had happened. Don't know if you've noticed, but when you start hiding more and more things under that blanket, the more bumpy and visible the stuff underneath it becomes. Don't hide from it, get rid of it! It will not last forever. We can all see this. Its the only way to sort out your problems.
Plus you need to not take everything so seriously. Especially ddr and itg. When I say people ruin the fun of it, I was actually referring to you. Although I could think of a few others as well. You need to control that anger of yours.
I'm not ranting at you, I am just telling you so you will realize and maybe start to think about this whole situation from a different angle. I'm not saying I hate you, but right now I don't really want to talk or see you. Things could have been avoided, I'm shocked that things have gotten this far...who would have known, neh? And to be honest, when you constantly told me that I was one of my bestest friends, why did I get the impression that you were just saying it to me? Why didn't I feel the same way back? You've said it to literally everyone else. I've had people like you before telling me the exact same thing, and it always meant trouble.
I could go on about this all day, so I'm just going to shut up now.
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