Enough!
I feel terribly anti-social. I have no money whatsoever, so I have no choice but to sign up to job seekers tomorrow and then see if they can help me find a job.
I feel like Ive got no hope at all. Its taken me ages to find a job so far, Ive tried agencies, shop applications and posters etc. Now, Ive just gotta keep on persevering. Like I said, as from tomorrow, I'll be signed up to job seekers.
All I want is a job, I mean its not too much to ask for. I know I dont have any experience working, but still everyone should be give a chance, dont you think?
The thing that makes me feel even more bad is that Im scared that people are gonna trash my scores on ITG. I havent been playing that much lately anyways, but no Im getting NO money, everybody is gonna get so much better than me. Its just a confidence thing, thats all. But when I do start working and earning money, Im gonna play so much ITG, that I'll just race ahead everyone again :)
Also, I dont want money getting in the way of friendships and shit, I dont wanna feel like a charity case, its not a good feeling. I have responsibilites, and Im gonna rise up to them and take control of my life, once and for all
I feel like Ive got no hope at all. Its taken me ages to find a job so far, Ive tried agencies, shop applications and posters etc. Now, Ive just gotta keep on persevering. Like I said, as from tomorrow, I'll be signed up to job seekers.
All I want is a job, I mean its not too much to ask for. I know I dont have any experience working, but still everyone should be give a chance, dont you think?
The thing that makes me feel even more bad is that Im scared that people are gonna trash my scores on ITG. I havent been playing that much lately anyways, but no Im getting NO money, everybody is gonna get so much better than me. Its just a confidence thing, thats all. But when I do start working and earning money, Im gonna play so much ITG, that I'll just race ahead everyone again :)
Also, I dont want money getting in the way of friendships and shit, I dont wanna feel like a charity case, its not a good feeling. I have responsibilites, and Im gonna rise up to them and take control of my life, once and for all