Today feels like a good day, to burn a bridge or two
Today feels like the remains of something tragic, tucked away in a bag, left in a closet, being left with the mindset to forget about them. Today feels like a good day to run, a good day to end things and begin new things. It feels like a good day for spring cleaning and emptying my closet of all the things I wish I hadn't spent money on. It seems like a good day to uncover secrets and burn old ideas. Today feels like a good day for a strong storm that shakes the foundation and washes the world as well as my mind. So I think that's what I'll do.
Lack of sleep hasn't caught up with me yet, despite falling asleep in the shower this morning. I knew the feeling and it scared me. That exhaustion that sets in and you can't keep your eyes open, only this time I could keep my muscles moving and holding me up.
I guess I'll start updating more, allow the world to keep up with me a little better. I've been hiding behind my closed doors and open books long enough. I'm ready to come out and see the daylight, join the rest of the world. I miss people. I miss being someone to people, meaning something, being more than an annonymous face, or a picture from a memory. I'm ready to be back.
Love always,
Anna
Lack of sleep hasn't caught up with me yet, despite falling asleep in the shower this morning. I knew the feeling and it scared me. That exhaustion that sets in and you can't keep your eyes open, only this time I could keep my muscles moving and holding me up.
I guess I'll start updating more, allow the world to keep up with me a little better. I've been hiding behind my closed doors and open books long enough. I'm ready to come out and see the daylight, join the rest of the world. I miss people. I miss being someone to people, meaning something, being more than an annonymous face, or a picture from a memory. I'm ready to be back.
Love always,
Anna