First Charley and now Frances...will it never end?
So my whole plan for this weekend has been wrecked bc of STUPID hurricane Frances and her horrible timing...i was soo excited about leavin tampa behind for a whole weekend and leavin behind all the crap that comes with it...now im stuck at home wallowing in the very crap i wanted to leave behind...that sounds really gross i know but its not Real crap so its ok i guess...anyway i guess new baby cousin brother Surjen will have to wait till xmas to see his older cousin sister (aka me!)...on the plus side we did get off school today thanx to Frances...my uncle and aunt and family live in West Palm Beach so im a little worried about them but i think they went to Texas to be safe...so today was my bum around the house and feel lousy day...i gave myself one day of shall we call it "mourning"...i took a long nice hot relaxing bubble bath and let go all my tears for all that ive lost (u know givin him up was the hardest thing i did, but i know it was the right thing to do)and then i went shoppin (not for clothes unfortunately but for water and supplies for Frances...although i did buy this really cute underwear that has Aries on the front and all these positive traits that Aries have...which def made me feel better a little) then i came home and had ice cream and watched an old early 70's Hindi movie which was wonderful! and now ive seem to become a slight insomniac...but im workin on that too...fashion show is 1 week away...next friday is gonna be wonderful...spend the nite at Sapna's house,get mhendi(aka henna) done, have Sap do my hair beautiful for the fashion show and on Saturday my big Indian Bride debut!! lol not that ill look good but i know ill have tons of fun...guess im kinda wishin i was more cheerful about his whole breakup thing...i mean i know its rite and for the best bc my heart tells me its rite...it just hurts more than it should...although someone once said in love there is no should would or could...i wish it were true...ok end of the line im off to bed...ill ttyl muah!