i guess i just need to vent...

[stardancer17]

this has been a sad week....mainly just because of [the breakup]...

i don't have much to say about it......but its been the hardest so far...i just loved him more than anything...and i miss calling him mine...but i can't keep dwelling on what could have & should have been...i have to look forward...but it's still hard..i just need to keep myself

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[shawna185822]

Hey jenna.
look, I know you prolly dont have the best impression of me from what you knew of me while you were dating aaron. But i have been in that position. And i do have some things to say that might help.
I know you really care about him. I can see it with how you talk about him in your entries. But things will get better, even if you dont get back together..I dont know if you remember this, but at one point i was with Mark Morin. And he was my "first love". And after we broke up we were on again off again for a little while. And I hated it. And was so hurt and upset with how we ended up. But you know what. I finally moved on, and do you know what that got me?? Ryan, who has been my boyfriend for around 17 months. And is the guy I can honstly say I will spend the rest of my life with.
If you and Dan are meant to be together then eventually it will happen, but if not. PLease move on, and try other options, they may turn out to be mr. perfect, and the one for you.
Good luck, and I hope you cheer up soon.
-Shawna

[stardancer17]

awww....no..i have no problems with you shawna..and thank you for your comment..its really sweet and helps a lot..and it made me smile!..haha..thanks again..and yeah..thats how me and dan are right now...like i know that all i want is him..but we keep breaking up and getting back together because he doesn't know what he wants and im sick of it..but anyways..thanks for everything.. :)

[carpediem4041]

Hey Jenna,
Your a great girl and you deserve nothing but the best, and i'm sorry you got hurt so badly. It is never easy to go through something like this, and you have had to go through it too often. I know this hurts the worst for you and it is hard to smile and be positive right now, but I also know that you are one of, if not the, strongest girls I know and you will make it through this. Jenna, you are beautiful beyond words, inside and out, and you will make it through this and become an even stronger person. You have such a big heart, and you will find someone who wants the same as you. Keep your head up and keep smileing because its that beautiful smile people fall in love with. I hope things start to get better for you. And as Shawna said, I hope you cheer up soon.

Cheers
Aaron

P.S. After looking at Shawna's icon and then your's i'm surprized I didn't have seizures. I am definatly going to go take some exedrin though, because they gave me a headache. haha j/k

May the best of your past be the worst of your future...

[stardancer17]

thanks aaron...that means a lot to me..and i will be ok...eventually... :)

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[eye_heart_you]

Hi Jenna! Well do you remember me and matt? if not, and if you didn't know all of it, i'll fill you in a little. We dated for about a year and i lived with him for most of that time. But then we were on agan off again untill 2 years ago!!!!! not really dating though, kinda just eachothers person to spend time with when the other persons bf/gf was away or gone or just not there casue they were in college. At the time i thought it was the best thing. becuase i thought "he's doing this with me because he really loves me and he's gonna get back togheter with me when breaks up with this girl." and then it was the next girl. and then it was the next girl. But it never happened and i was depressed REALLY bad that whole time! But then i started working at Toys R Us and met josh. and i still "talked" to matt a little. But i found josh when i really wasn't looking and wasn't expecting it! So i just dont want you to be in the same position that i was in with Matt!!! It's not good at all

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[stardancer17]

ohhh..thank you so much danielle.....and yes i do remember matt....(me and meagan used to have the biggest crushes on him...lol)...but anyways...i didnt know that that's how it was between you two at the end...but thanks for sharing your story with me..and i will really remember what you've said and use it...thanks again..
love you...jenna