Dec 19, 2004 15:44
ehh....i'm kinda bored and really don't have much to say....
but i feel like i can't do anything right anymore..like everything i do is never good enough...i mean..i do the laundry for my mom...then she bitches at me because i didn't do it "right".....i pick up after my little brother all the time and no one even notices....it's pathetic.....
and....well you all probably know the rule of how i can only see dan once a week now...and he has to come here and has to leave by 10..well today is my day to see him and i can't because i watched TV last night....how retarded is that?....
well....i can see this is going to be a wonderful christmas....this is supposed to be my favorite holiday...and i was soooo incredibly hoping for it to be great this year seeing as how i was in the hospital last year... :/
but yeah....i now have a month off of school and i cant even do anything...
Dan is finally home for a month and i can't even spend any time with him....i hate my life right now...
::someone please say something to make me smile::