The Next Evolution
So often I've come here during a time of sadness, anxiety, or bald-face depression, but now I wanted to write at a time of supreme satisfaction, of achievement and accomplishment.
As I was adding my mood and song below the text area I realized I've become condition to be sad when entering anything there lol. It might take a while to bounce back and change my mindset there.
For now though, things are good. Very good.
I think of my life as having three pillars holding it up. Work, health, friends/family. It's been hard to maintain two with one missing, and for so long Work has been erratic. For the last 7 years it's been erratic, abusive, or I've just plain old had the rug pulled out from underneath me. But now, there aren't any visible flaws. God knows I've tried to find them, but the company is 40 years old and stable, making money even in this doomed economy, everyone loves my work, and I've even gotten a "Nice work man!" from HR.
I can't help but feel that rare, solid, hopeful, warm feeling in my chest. The feeling of stability, the feeling of moving forwards. It's the start of something I've been moving towards for a long time.
The start of a good life.
As I was adding my mood and song below the text area I realized I've become condition to be sad when entering anything there lol. It might take a while to bounce back and change my mindset there.
For now though, things are good. Very good.
I think of my life as having three pillars holding it up. Work, health, friends/family. It's been hard to maintain two with one missing, and for so long Work has been erratic. For the last 7 years it's been erratic, abusive, or I've just plain old had the rug pulled out from underneath me. But now, there aren't any visible flaws. God knows I've tried to find them, but the company is 40 years old and stable, making money even in this doomed economy, everyone loves my work, and I've even gotten a "Nice work man!" from HR.
I can't help but feel that rare, solid, hopeful, warm feeling in my chest. The feeling of stability, the feeling of moving forwards. It's the start of something I've been moving towards for a long time.
The start of a good life.