whatever, why do i even care
Just had to get this out.... not really a big deal
I had a dream about you last night. Again. For the hundredth time. Like every dream, you apologized. Like every dream, you admitted your true and undeniable love for me. And like every dream, we share one, incredible moment, and then things go back to the way they are now.
How can I still feel this way about you?
The sight of you still makes my heart beat out of my chest. Still makes my knees involuntarily long to collapse. It makes my hands shake.
Am I pathetic? Don't answer that, I already know.
I always tell myself that you only hurt me because you knew that I was too good for you, that I deserved better. You're the only person who ever had the upper hand, and you took full advantage.
I just made all of that up
I had a dream about you last night. Again. For the hundredth time. Like every dream, you apologized. Like every dream, you admitted your true and undeniable love for me. And like every dream, we share one, incredible moment, and then things go back to the way they are now.
How can I still feel this way about you?
The sight of you still makes my heart beat out of my chest. Still makes my knees involuntarily long to collapse. It makes my hands shake.
Am I pathetic? Don't answer that, I already know.
I always tell myself that you only hurt me because you knew that I was too good for you, that I deserved better. You're the only person who ever had the upper hand, and you took full advantage.
I just made all of that up