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I am sitting in the library, exhausted, always having work to do. I feel like even when I work super super hard, and don't procrastinate much, I still don't get things done the way I want. So I refuse to sacrifice going out once in a blue moon or down time for my sanity, and I barely have that. (Side not : this guy just moved next to me and said I spend too much time on this and myspace, and I don't know him) I hate when people are nosy like that, and that means he was looking at me from the other computers he was at. Umm, so yeah. Last night Danielle and I talked about control and stability, and how independance ties into that. And I realize why I really like photography, even though its not as much of an expressive art, like I might normally choose, its because of control. I love love love the printing process, because you have so much control over it. You can do it over and over again until its perfect. As for developing my film, I hate that part, because I mess it up alot, hence no control, which Is why I usually paid to have the negatives made. Ok thats it, I get to sculpt hearts (real ones) in ceramics, not so sure about this, We'll see.