fuuuuck
if gas prices weren't so fucking high, i think i'd grab some beers and drive to the coast; take a swim right now. the rain is mean to the point of exasperation tonight. it's not oppresive, just... makes me wish for action. i want to be kinetic, a big blinding spotch across the sky's periphery. i found out that sometimes you can see the aurora borealis as far south as mexico, but why the fuck haven't i seen it? that makes no fucking sense. it's a curse knowing so much useless shit.
i think the guys have finally banned me from the poker table. we started having ten dollar no limit games, and i've taken the pot home once too often i think. no worries i guess, i think i'll take up craps or some shit. maybe i'll actually shred that bluespunk that's been sitting on my desk. probably not... i just need to chill.
i think i destroyed my room. all these musical instruments take up so much room. perhaps it's time to decide that i don't need to play every instrument but get good at one. yeah... that's the ticket.
i think the guys have finally banned me from the poker table. we started having ten dollar no limit games, and i've taken the pot home once too often i think. no worries i guess, i think i'll take up craps or some shit. maybe i'll actually shred that bluespunk that's been sitting on my desk. probably not... i just need to chill.
i think i destroyed my room. all these musical instruments take up so much room. perhaps it's time to decide that i don't need to play every instrument but get good at one. yeah... that's the ticket.