death to bubbly personalities ;-)

[starcrazy8]

ive come to the conclusion that the reason i dont function well in society and especially the college scene is because i am not spastic. here's what i mean by this: it is not possible for me to go around and say that i love everyone and that i am so excited because such and such a thing is my all time favoritest of favorite thing ever. ive noticed this trend in a lot of highschool girls as well as girls my age. the ones that have the most friends are the ones that are in love with everyone, love their boyfriend more than anything in the world and proclaims it for all the world to hear... and that is definately not me. but dont get me wrong - i dont consider me not being that way as a bad thing - that just means that if i like you, i like you - and its for real.. like i really like you. and if i dont say those thigns to you, well... i must not relaly like you. no, thats not true, but its just not like me to run around loving everyone... so i guess that just means that i wont have a lot lot lot of friends - which is fine with me :-) im happier this way... less people to entertain, less energy wasted on being bubbly, and overall meaning what i say more...
~me~
p.s. this is not an attack on anyone - i jus thave noticed this - thats all.