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ok so maybe i havent updated in a while - and feel free to harbor angstful feelings towards me because of it... because im not really going to make up for my lcak of posting but merely hope that my appearance in and of itself will suffice for some of your angst and pain, most of which has been directly linked to my prolonged absence and neglect.
part of the reason why i just dont write anything on here anymore is because i am really just tired of those people who hide under anonymous titles whilst causing pain to others with their words. low.... very low....
holly -WELCOME BACK TO THE STATES GIRL!!!! i would just love to see you - give me a call - i know you have my number in your cell... or at least you should!!
moving on... im at c-stone right now - took a walk around the campus last night with josh... walked around the pond, stole sobe's from the machine *hey - i paid $40,000 for that sobe, ok?*, colored on the wall with mud bricks, made reserved parking signs for the nazi's, and just sat around and talked for a while. just kinda building our friendship... which is nice - im glad that he and i took a break because it really takes the focus off of the physical, which tends to temporarily smooth out the bumps... and now that weve taken a few steps back, we are starting to see that while we still like each other and like being with each other, we really like our friendship more and honestly, thats such a great thing because i would rather have a great friendship than a semi-miserable-half-the-time relationship anyday.
we made a vow last night that we would never let each other date deuschbags ever again - and if i started to date some guy who was just in it for some pay, josh would tell me *because sometimes as a girl you just cant see it clearly when guys can tell instantly* and the same goes for him - i cant date only-in-it-for-the-goods-deusch-bags and he cant date empty-headed-slut-hoe's-with-no-personality.
end of story lol - COMMENT ME so that i know youre alive!! and mabye that you love me... or that you just dont not love me...