Happy Holidays
So... I'm... Ughie ish... Haven't updated... In what forever? Publicly anyway... Callaway was fun... Shay and I had a good time. When we went through Fantasy and Lights the trolley just starts and I see this thing looking at me... then I scream realizing it's dad with the video camera. After the trolley ride was over... Brain goes I gonna go pet SnowFlake and he petted the truck that drove us... Long story... At the Horticulture center the next day dad always takes our picture at this one spot... Well... We were all sittign down on a bench at that spot and I feel mom's hand on my back I kept on squiggling away form it... B/c I hate beign touched... Well They shouted at me to stay still so I stayed still then jumped up complaining at mom about how I hate being touched then dad grabbed me by the shoulders and sat me down... I ran away crying... I came back after a while when Shay came to get me... Well Then I talked with dad abotu hwo I being touched explaining to him that I just panick and have an emotional breakdown or have a panick attack. Well... then he shouted, "Sorry! I thought it was just starngers and other people not family!! God! Who molested you child!!!" I turned away looking down thinking why they hell do I put up with this forced back tears and looked at him smiling. And calmly said "No one dad... No one..."
So that was that... X-mas sucked... The only thing good was I saw Peter Pan, Cheaper by the Dozen, and Stephanie and rachel spent the night... And I read in a magazine I could win a trip to Japan in a manga drawing/writing contest.... I deiced I'll enter it.. With little hopes of winning... But I will enter it.....
Today me and Steph went to the mall.... I brought some pants a really cool belt and .hack//legend of the twilight... Manga!!! Yay!!!!! Muahahhaha! I will read it and conquer the world... Um... Were did that come from? No clue... I also read a bit of the Chobits manga number 7 I thought I would cry... I read the sweetest thing... I'll post it in here once I remember the exact words... Or find them somewhere.... Ttyl.......
EDIT: For some odd reason I feel oddly happy all the sudden... And now That I think back X-mas didn't suck... But I've had better... Why do I feel so oddly happy... I feel so happy I could cry right now....
So that was that... X-mas sucked... The only thing good was I saw Peter Pan, Cheaper by the Dozen, and Stephanie and rachel spent the night... And I read in a magazine I could win a trip to Japan in a manga drawing/writing contest.... I deiced I'll enter it.. With little hopes of winning... But I will enter it.....
Today me and Steph went to the mall.... I brought some pants a really cool belt and .hack//legend of the twilight... Manga!!! Yay!!!!! Muahahhaha! I will read it and conquer the world... Um... Were did that come from? No clue... I also read a bit of the Chobits manga number 7 I thought I would cry... I read the sweetest thing... I'll post it in here once I remember the exact words... Or find them somewhere.... Ttyl.......
EDIT: For some odd reason I feel oddly happy all the sudden... And now That I think back X-mas didn't suck... But I've had better... Why do I feel so oddly happy... I feel so happy I could cry right now....