Sigh sigh... Actually I did have a pretty decent day.... Yes I type entry first then title
Hm... Haven't had the best day... But it's definitely not the worst... Uh... It rained this morning! Yay! I like the rain. not as much as the sun shining in the fall with some slightly cool weather and a cool breeze. Nikki, and Jess went out in the rain. I did, but not for long, because I was carrying some stuff I didn't want to get wet. Um... I shall Adam after school. I waved. He made a peace sign. I sorta stared at him laughing/smiling and he waved byebye. So, I did again.... Hm.... Though I still like him as a very good friend. I don't really have a crush on him any more... Which Is a good thing. Very good... I think I may have a crush on someone else though now... Gr... He doesn't go to my school... Which haves him fall in the same category of Jessica's and Laura's current crush. None of them go to our school. I change that Laura's crush is now her boyfriend and Jessica's crush will definitely be her boyfriend soon... I've never had a boyfriend.... Hehe.... And probably never will... Hehe...
Me and my mom were "talking" *coughfightingcough* about depression, and stuff. I think that other epople think that I'm pretending to be depressed or sayign I'm depressed to get attention. Which is kinda getting me a little annoyed, because it's not true. I wrote in this jorunal abotu me being depressed and about how I want to kill myself, because this is my journal! Really, I don't want attention. I hate attention... Unless it's from... like... my friends... Ect ect.. You know my earliest memories of my dad are seeing him get on a plane and get off from bussiness trips...
Hm... Got a little rawrishie with Rachel after making her a cd. We don't see on the same level with depression any more.... And my life...But she is still my very good friend...Whom is not replaceable...
I had another talk with my mom. I read the bible when I was 6. My mo isn't sure if I read from cover to cover. But when I was 6 or so I would get it down and look at it. My mo didn't know I was reading it(I didn't either for that matter... er.. well I don't remember it) But she said that later she heard me quotes from it and ask Amah where this certain part was, because I really liked it... Weird weird.... I want to read it now... I shall... I talked with Diamond! Yay!
HM... Off to finish homework now...
Me and my mom were "talking" *coughfightingcough* about depression, and stuff. I think that other epople think that I'm pretending to be depressed or sayign I'm depressed to get attention. Which is kinda getting me a little annoyed, because it's not true. I wrote in this jorunal abotu me being depressed and about how I want to kill myself, because this is my journal! Really, I don't want attention. I hate attention... Unless it's from... like... my friends... Ect ect.. You know my earliest memories of my dad are seeing him get on a plane and get off from bussiness trips...
Hm... Got a little rawrishie with Rachel after making her a cd. We don't see on the same level with depression any more.... And my life...But she is still my very good friend...Whom is not replaceable...
I had another talk with my mom. I read the bible when I was 6. My mo isn't sure if I read from cover to cover. But when I was 6 or so I would get it down and look at it. My mo didn't know I was reading it(I didn't either for that matter... er.. well I don't remember it) But she said that later she heard me quotes from it and ask Amah where this certain part was, because I really liked it... Weird weird.... I want to read it now... I shall... I talked with Diamond! Yay!
HM... Off to finish homework now...