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I have no life....
I'm so pissed at mom... She is being a bad worse I must never use. I'm in a grumpy mood cause of cramps, ect, ect.. Gr!!! RAWR! MUST KILL SOMEONE SOMETHING! I'm gonna try to get off working today. I just don't wanna! I have cramps... Mom's being a &*%@%... I don't feel good... I might kill the next living thing I see... Mom is yelling a lot... If she yells at me I'm gonna yell back... We are going to get in a public fight... So she will yell more at me for making a scene... I see it now... I'm very good at reading my family... Espceially my mom... I wanna curl up and die! Gaw! I must yell... Or I'm gonan yell at some like I did Cleo Thrusday... If they frustrate me in the least bit... I don't wanna do that... I hate it when I do that.... Ga... I keep so much bottled up inside it's hard to vent it slowly... All this... It's slowly driving me insane. I can't take any of this!! I'm gonna go scream into my pillow *leaves* *comes back after screaming 3 times* I feel a little better... I wanna sleep now...I wish I could've screamed louder... But then Dad would have heard... I'm gonna go to bed.... Maybe I'll actually tell about my day later...I use to be afraid to die... I still kinda am... But I am definitely looking forward to the day when my soul is put to rest...
I'm so pissed at mom... She is being a bad worse I must never use. I'm in a grumpy mood cause of cramps, ect, ect.. Gr!!! RAWR! MUST KILL SOMEONE SOMETHING! I'm gonna try to get off working today. I just don't wanna! I have cramps... Mom's being a &*%@%... I don't feel good... I might kill the next living thing I see... Mom is yelling a lot... If she yells at me I'm gonna yell back... We are going to get in a public fight... So she will yell more at me for making a scene... I see it now... I'm very good at reading my family... Espceially my mom... I wanna curl up and die! Gaw! I must yell... Or I'm gonan yell at some like I did Cleo Thrusday... If they frustrate me in the least bit... I don't wanna do that... I hate it when I do that.... Ga... I keep so much bottled up inside it's hard to vent it slowly... All this... It's slowly driving me insane. I can't take any of this!! I'm gonna go scream into my pillow *leaves* *comes back after screaming 3 times* I feel a little better... I wanna sleep now...I wish I could've screamed louder... But then Dad would have heard... I'm gonna go to bed.... Maybe I'll actually tell about my day later...I use to be afraid to die... I still kinda am... But I am definitely looking forward to the day when my soul is put to rest...