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I have been
so
lazy.
for three days
I think everyone needs this once in a blue moon, though. It's not that I'm always being productive, but there is rarely if ever a weekend when I'm not constantly in motion, doing something, going somewhere, trying to fit a thousand plans into my schedule, and then having to make excuses to someone else about why I'm never available. If you had told me this would happen back when I was getting laughed at by even the dorks in middle school, I would have thought you were lying to cheer me up. It's not a popularity thing, either, as I'm certainly not that. Why do I constantly have all these plans going on? It's the same group of people, but we are constantly doing things, and we never seem to have enough time to get them all done.
On the one hand, this moment of idleness is good for me. On the other, why can't I just enjoy it? I have some kind of nagging thought about school all the time. Workworkwork.
I need these rare times to get my head straightened on and untangle whatever knots my thoughts are in. Most of the time, I don't give myself that, I just keep going and going.
so
lazy.
for three days
I think everyone needs this once in a blue moon, though. It's not that I'm always being productive, but there is rarely if ever a weekend when I'm not constantly in motion, doing something, going somewhere, trying to fit a thousand plans into my schedule, and then having to make excuses to someone else about why I'm never available. If you had told me this would happen back when I was getting laughed at by even the dorks in middle school, I would have thought you were lying to cheer me up. It's not a popularity thing, either, as I'm certainly not that. Why do I constantly have all these plans going on? It's the same group of people, but we are constantly doing things, and we never seem to have enough time to get them all done.
On the one hand, this moment of idleness is good for me. On the other, why can't I just enjoy it? I have some kind of nagging thought about school all the time. Workworkwork.
I need these rare times to get my head straightened on and untangle whatever knots my thoughts are in. Most of the time, I don't give myself that, I just keep going and going.