An update on my life
Well, in the emo perspective things have not been going so well. I'm getting tired of pretending to be happy all the time, and it's not working. While I think I have kept my new year's resolution to be more optimistic thus far, I had a rotten day yesterday and for most of today. That wouldn't really be a big deal, but it just felt like no one cared. I went out of my way to help my friends out, and most of them didn't even notice I had a sucky day. Sometimes I feel like I'm not even allowed to have bad days, which sucks most of all. I'm also scared of being alone, and with Lacey, Steph, and Danielle gone next week I'm afraid that will be the case. I guess I'll have to tough it out...
In other news, my mom made an appointment with the doctor to see what's been going on with my stomach next friday, so maybe that will help improve my mood a lot. She thinks it is stress, but I'm a little tired of feeling like I have to puke all the time (No, I'm not pregnant :))so I think I will be much happier when not starting my day praying to the porcelain god.
Oh, and I saved the good news for last, because I'm trying to be optimistic, remember? I get to go to Matt's Winter Formal! He bought the tickets today. I'm pretty sure I'm wearing my red Homecoming dress because it's my favorite. And his. Also, I got a dress for the semi-formal/sadie's dance. It's brown (I've learned to embrace brown) and halter-y and ruffly. It's fun. And I think I might get to wear fishnets!
Well, thanks for reading guys. A lot of my emo-ness comes from thinking that no one wants to listen to me, so at least this way ya'll have no choice :)
~Katie
In other news, my mom made an appointment with the doctor to see what's been going on with my stomach next friday, so maybe that will help improve my mood a lot. She thinks it is stress, but I'm a little tired of feeling like I have to puke all the time (No, I'm not pregnant :))so I think I will be much happier when not starting my day praying to the porcelain god.
Oh, and I saved the good news for last, because I'm trying to be optimistic, remember? I get to go to Matt's Winter Formal! He bought the tickets today. I'm pretty sure I'm wearing my red Homecoming dress because it's my favorite. And his. Also, I got a dress for the semi-formal/sadie's dance. It's brown (I've learned to embrace brown) and halter-y and ruffly. It's fun. And I think I might get to wear fishnets!
Well, thanks for reading guys. A lot of my emo-ness comes from thinking that no one wants to listen to me, so at least this way ya'll have no choice :)
~Katie