sooo....
I've been feeling rediculously emo, since I started thinking so much that one night I got tipsy at Jon's and totally started just blabbing on and on to Missie about how jealous I am of her, and totally spilling out all my insecurities...so it's all just been stuck in my head since then....grr...and now there's some guy...that I'm kinda interested in...but at the same time...I don't want to hurt him...and I probably would...'cause that's what I do to the very few guys that I get...*sigh*...he's a really good guy...and I don't want to ruin the friendship either...ahh...