Long needed update on life and such...
life=great,
now=boring.
i need something to do with my time...OH! I know, someone get my boyfriend a job where I can see him everyday but he still is getting paid.
ugh. I just need to move out of my parents house..NOW.
In otherness:
Melissa and Jared are on 1 year.
yeah, I can't wait until we (me and Brandon) hit that mark.
umm, yeah Japan, around $1,000..ROUND-TRIP! sweet!
I'm going no matter what, by the time we get back, 2 months later, I turn 18 and can move in with him.
Life will be great and I will love it.
Please no one lecture me, "it's too hard to live on your own" "mooch of your parents as long as possible" "live it in the rents house" NO!
I can't deal with that shit. being yelled at by my dad and such. NO. Fuck all of you that are thinking that.
I have a duty to my self, to him. I really need this also, I need to gain some responsibility points with my parents also some sanity by wanting to be with them, by NOT being with them EVERY MOMENT OF THE DAY! >.<
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A little poem telling what's on my mind right now:
Please save me from this life and help me spread my wings.
I need you there to hold me,
tell me,
it will be alright,
yet,
you don't know how much I love you,
how you have affected me,
I love you,
what do you have to say?
I love you too!
yes! those words!
I hold you tight and you tell me you'll never let go.