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so i declined invites and much to my dismay i am not going to be out dancing tonight. i know, i know, i was out dancing last night so it's not really necessary to go a second night in a row, but i am still sad about it. look at me being responsible and saving money and actually sleeping. blah blah blah.
last night was ridiculous anarchy. i have never seen so many people crammed into such a tiny space. it got to the point where fun was almost lost but luckily it was soon recovered. i saw so many people that i haven't seen for quite some time. it was the terror but also the hilarity. found out things, as usual, aren't exactly what they seem. a phone call at 2:37am this morning was only a more jarring realization of this.
i just really want to talk to him but it doesn't seem possible as i think it's done. i'm quite torn about it. what am i doing, and why do i care? le sigh. i really need to stop dwelling on this.
tomorrow i have the entire day off with absolutely no plans. the plans i had are now null and void due to the fact i'm not going out tonight. blah.
last night was ridiculous anarchy. i have never seen so many people crammed into such a tiny space. it got to the point where fun was almost lost but luckily it was soon recovered. i saw so many people that i haven't seen for quite some time. it was the terror but also the hilarity. found out things, as usual, aren't exactly what they seem. a phone call at 2:37am this morning was only a more jarring realization of this.
i just really want to talk to him but it doesn't seem possible as i think it's done. i'm quite torn about it. what am i doing, and why do i care? le sigh. i really need to stop dwelling on this.
tomorrow i have the entire day off with absolutely no plans. the plans i had are now null and void due to the fact i'm not going out tonight. blah.