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[starbuckbuck]

I've been avoiding the apartment, it's just...

How do I deal? He should be dead, I should be dead, they all should be dead.

If I didn't have to work I'd say this was Elysium.

I don't get this.

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[icarus_like]

..Hey Kara.

I..[Deleted] Gods, I miss you.[/Deleted]

I felt bad crashing at your place. Got a hotel room.

[starbuckbuck]

No, you should stay.

Just, give me some time.

This is so fraked.

[icarus_like]

So I've heard. Lee told me some stuff.

And I think all I've got is time.

[starbuckbuck]

Do you really understand what we've been though? What I've been through? We're not the same people you knew back in flight school.

I'm not the same person.

[icarus_like]

I don't understand. I want to understand, but Lee's as quiet and buttoned up as always. He tells me bits and pieces and I can't get it.

And you. You--barely even talk with me.

..You shouldn't be here, Kara. Not if this is Elysium. Not if this is the afterlife. You should be alive.

[starbuckbuck]

I was on a planet that was occupied by the Cylons. We've been fighting for out lives.

We've been reduced to eating algae for the gods sake. They made models that look and act like humans.

We're tired, we're angry, and we've been fighting for three years now... never knowing if the cylons will show up on DRADIS and try and kill us... AGAIN.

[icarus_like]

I wish you could rest, Kara. But not like that. [Deleted] Not dead.[/Deleted]

I'm sorry. For..everything. For not being there to help.

[starbuckbuck]

I think I was actually glad you weren't here. At least you weren't suffering with the rest of us.

[icarus_like]

I--

I know what you mean. I still could have helped.

Tell me that there's something good going for you in the future.

[starbuckbuck]

If this is real...

If this is really Earth...

If we can get the Viper running, or make up an FTL drive of some sort.

I can lead the fleet back here, give what's left of our people a home.

They don't have space flight here, but somehow I think the people here would figure out a way to fight. The Doctor would be on our side perhaps.

That's what I have to look forward to.

That's all we have.

[icarus_like]

The Doctor? The one who was messing with your bird?

..If that's what needs to be done, then that's what will be done. We'll get you back up there, Kar.

And this time, when you get everyone back here, I'll help.

[starbuckbuck]

The Old Man is going to... go a little crazy when he sees you.

He's gonna go crazy when he sees all of us.

[icarus_like]

Yeah, I-- I think we'd have a lot to say.

And it'd be kind of fun watching Pop go all bug-eyed. Should have seen Lee's face.

[starbuckbuck]

I can imagine.

Did he do the fish mouth thing?

[icarus_like]

That's the look! Then pursed his mouth together and looked stern. It was sort of funny.

[starbuckbuck]

Yep, the fish mouth. He always makes the fish mouth when something doesn't compute.