1872..
sth experienced recently which made me feel sad
it remind me of wt happened two years ago which nearly cost my life..
i wouldnt go into university when i am going
fucked up all my exam two years ago and turned around completely and made all the teacher ashame.
but i dont think i will 'replicate' it in thz case.
i know i wont make it at the end no matter wt i will do....
it is more difficult and i know sum of wishes i wont be able to achieve. what a shame
i will use heavy workload in uni as the reason to be away for a while. i hope u people will understand. I am feeling sad. I dun mind more responsibility.
i dun think i will remember it as i dun tend to remember the bad things for a while apart two ( my first operation and a-level exam)
feel much better =)
leaving isnt a good thing but sumtimes is better than going head to head =)
ROCK AND PEACE ~
it remind me of wt happened two years ago which nearly cost my life..
i wouldnt go into university when i am going
fucked up all my exam two years ago and turned around completely and made all the teacher ashame.
but i dont think i will 'replicate' it in thz case.
i know i wont make it at the end no matter wt i will do....
it is more difficult and i know sum of wishes i wont be able to achieve. what a shame
i will use heavy workload in uni as the reason to be away for a while. i hope u people will understand. I am feeling sad. I dun mind more responsibility.
i dun think i will remember it as i dun tend to remember the bad things for a while apart two ( my first operation and a-level exam)
feel much better =)
leaving isnt a good thing but sumtimes is better than going head to head =)
ROCK AND PEACE ~