It is amazing how little I care about... most things these days.
It is about damn time for my life to have some substance to it, for now it is all coming too quickly for me to be able to stop and catch my breath. It is better this way, that way my inhabitions and habits from the past don't hold me back from what could turn me into something better than this.
I am not ashamed of this. In fact, I am quite proud. I am learning how to feel things in entirely different ways. I am realizing how stupid and overwhelmingly caught in my own emotions I have been in the past. I am realizing how little I knew/know about everything. I am realizing how secluded and shut off I have been. I am frowning upon the overwhelming sense of innocence I have held onto for way too long. I am realzing how unimportant everything that I have believed in the past is. I am not who or what you may have thought me to be anymore, and honestly I don't care.
You wouldn't recognize me anymore.
In fact,I don't even recognize myself...
I am not ashamed of this. In fact, I am quite proud. I am learning how to feel things in entirely different ways. I am realizing how stupid and overwhelmingly caught in my own emotions I have been in the past. I am realizing how little I knew/know about everything. I am realizing how secluded and shut off I have been. I am frowning upon the overwhelming sense of innocence I have held onto for way too long. I am realzing how unimportant everything that I have believed in the past is. I am not who or what you may have thought me to be anymore, and honestly I don't care.
You wouldn't recognize me anymore.
In fact,I don't even recognize myself...