I really need to shower.
Remember those consistant migranes and reoccuring headaches I've been known to have??? They are making a comeback, and completly kicking my ass...
This is making me a highly irritable person more often than not. I dont like to be around people. I dont even like people calling me. I've been short with everyone, even customers at work. The desire to pull away and distance myself from everyone is becoming overwhelming agian. I seem to be doing it subconciously. I dont know how sorry I am for it, either. This is what makes me a jerk. And a bad friend. And, although I hope not, a bad girlfriend. Although, i'd say eric is the only one ive been the kindest too lately. I am sure that is not saying much.
So, i suppose what I am trying to say is excuse me for being so distant and short these days. I am very worn out. Everything seems to be kicking my ass. Work, School, Home, Migranes, and this god damned weather. I can't sleep at night, and I can't wake up in the mornings. My alarm clock either doestn work anymore, or while half awake I turn it off all the time. I am going to say that it just doestn work anymore, but taht is only to cover my own ass for carelessly turning the alarm off...
I need a fucking break.
This is making me a highly irritable person more often than not. I dont like to be around people. I dont even like people calling me. I've been short with everyone, even customers at work. The desire to pull away and distance myself from everyone is becoming overwhelming agian. I seem to be doing it subconciously. I dont know how sorry I am for it, either. This is what makes me a jerk. And a bad friend. And, although I hope not, a bad girlfriend. Although, i'd say eric is the only one ive been the kindest too lately. I am sure that is not saying much.
So, i suppose what I am trying to say is excuse me for being so distant and short these days. I am very worn out. Everything seems to be kicking my ass. Work, School, Home, Migranes, and this god damned weather. I can't sleep at night, and I can't wake up in the mornings. My alarm clock either doestn work anymore, or while half awake I turn it off all the time. I am going to say that it just doestn work anymore, but taht is only to cover my own ass for carelessly turning the alarm off...
I need a fucking break.