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sometimes i feel like i'm stuck inside a dream. like everything thats going on around me isn't real, and that soon enough i'll wake up and i'll be this totally different person with all new problems and situations to deal with. sometimes it scares me that so much that i can't wake up, that what i'm seeing, feeling, experiencing..that all that is real, that it's happening to me right now. and that every moment i sit here and think about it is a moment that i can't get back. yesterday will never be today and neither will tomorrow.
its hard to believe that i'm not wasting everything that's important.
its hard to believe that i'm not wasting everything that's important.