I need advice...
This past week has been interesting...
First of all, my FHE brother Chris is starting to talk to me again. After he left me high and dry two months ago for another girl, he finally wants to talk to me. I really don't know what to do. Should I keep in touch with him or do I tell him to leave me alone?? I mean, I'm afraid to keep talking to him... like, I had really strong feelings for him... but it's not like anything can happen between us. He's in Missouri for the summer, I'm here... so is it really worth it? I honestly don't know if I'll ever even see him again. But I feel like a complete jerk telling him to leave me alone. We kind of talked about what happened between us but I don't know whether to believe him or not. He lied to me before and hurt me, how do I know he won't do it again. I mean, can I be hurt if nothing can happen?? He apologized for everything, but still... I just don't know what to do. Any advice will be much appreciated!!
Secondly, I lost my wallet yesterday. Credit card, debit card, social security card, license, school id, everything!! I won't go into how I lost it, but basically I think I left it on the counter at the Gelato place in the Galleria Mall and the girl working there swiped it. Everything's been canceled and new cards are on their way. I got to the DMV at 7:45 this morning thinking that it opened at 8:00... well of course Wednesdays they don't open until 9:00. I had fun listening to a missionary preach about a Christian church that had some pretty rough ideas on things. Anywho... once the DMV opened I got in and out in less than five minutes. So it didn't start bugging me until today that I lost everything. It put me in a real bad mood for today but oh well.
My bad mood was made more interesting when my FHE brother text me to see how I'm doing. I just don't understand. He blows me off because he could tell I was getting attached and that scared him, but now, after not talking to me for two months he's calling me sweetie and babe?? I just don't understand! He even talked about me going to Missouri! What the eff?? Like seriously? I hated him for like 30 seconds, then I got over it... but still. Does he not understand what he did to me???
Boys... gay.
I just want to get my papers in and get out before more challenges start coming.
First of all, my FHE brother Chris is starting to talk to me again. After he left me high and dry two months ago for another girl, he finally wants to talk to me. I really don't know what to do. Should I keep in touch with him or do I tell him to leave me alone?? I mean, I'm afraid to keep talking to him... like, I had really strong feelings for him... but it's not like anything can happen between us. He's in Missouri for the summer, I'm here... so is it really worth it? I honestly don't know if I'll ever even see him again. But I feel like a complete jerk telling him to leave me alone. We kind of talked about what happened between us but I don't know whether to believe him or not. He lied to me before and hurt me, how do I know he won't do it again. I mean, can I be hurt if nothing can happen?? He apologized for everything, but still... I just don't know what to do. Any advice will be much appreciated!!
Secondly, I lost my wallet yesterday. Credit card, debit card, social security card, license, school id, everything!! I won't go into how I lost it, but basically I think I left it on the counter at the Gelato place in the Galleria Mall and the girl working there swiped it. Everything's been canceled and new cards are on their way. I got to the DMV at 7:45 this morning thinking that it opened at 8:00... well of course Wednesdays they don't open until 9:00. I had fun listening to a missionary preach about a Christian church that had some pretty rough ideas on things. Anywho... once the DMV opened I got in and out in less than five minutes. So it didn't start bugging me until today that I lost everything. It put me in a real bad mood for today but oh well.
My bad mood was made more interesting when my FHE brother text me to see how I'm doing. I just don't understand. He blows me off because he could tell I was getting attached and that scared him, but now, after not talking to me for two months he's calling me sweetie and babe?? I just don't understand! He even talked about me going to Missouri! What the eff?? Like seriously? I hated him for like 30 seconds, then I got over it... but still. Does he not understand what he did to me???
Boys... gay.
I just want to get my papers in and get out before more challenges start coming.