Jan 28, 2007 18:14
Can you tell me what is happening to me?
I think I'm slowly seeping back into depression.
Either that or for some reason, my PMS has totally gone into haywire mode. I never have PMS. Is that it then?
I have not been eating well. I have not been sleeping normally. Two things I enjoy doing the most.
People have commented on how much weight I've lost. But yet, I still think I've fat and ugly. So... if skinny is pretty, does that mean that I have to lose more?
I have the best girl friends anybody can ask for. Thanks.
But as I see it, that is the only thing that is keeping me going.
And a sister that is crying out for attention from me, that I can't seem to fulfill.
Job that sucks that pays like shit.
No Money.
Family that drives me away.
And repelling any guy that I like.
What am I doing wrong?
Tell me. I really want to know.
Sincerely,
Me.