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dan and I just had a horrible fight.
I'm not sure if we're going to talk anymore.
Earlier this morning he was about to tell me something about a lady and a cigar cutter, and I asked him not to b/c I wasn't in the mood for being grossed out. He got sooo pissy and we hung up. Seriously. He got mad at me b/c I didn't want to hear his stupid story.
And then later he calls me and acts like he didn't just act like a dumbass and everything's A. OK. And he completely forgot about trying to stop acting like a prick, which really upsets me b/c we had a crazy long conversation about it. And I told him I was just kind of over the whole thing, and he thinks I'm mad b/c of the stupid cigar cutter story. I just got really really frustrated and said "God Dan you are so fucking stupid!" which perhaps wasn't the nicest thing to say, but I was sooo frustrated. And he hung up. And that's that.
I feel horrible. If this is the end of our relationship, that's fine. I just wish the last thing he heard from me wasn't that I think he's fucking stupid. All in all we really do love each other and have fun most of the time. And I'd feel really bad if I make him forget all the good times by ending on such a bad note. I don't want to call him.
Maybe I'll write an email.
I'm not sure if we're going to talk anymore.
Earlier this morning he was about to tell me something about a lady and a cigar cutter, and I asked him not to b/c I wasn't in the mood for being grossed out. He got sooo pissy and we hung up. Seriously. He got mad at me b/c I didn't want to hear his stupid story.
And then later he calls me and acts like he didn't just act like a dumbass and everything's A. OK. And he completely forgot about trying to stop acting like a prick, which really upsets me b/c we had a crazy long conversation about it. And I told him I was just kind of over the whole thing, and he thinks I'm mad b/c of the stupid cigar cutter story. I just got really really frustrated and said "God Dan you are so fucking stupid!" which perhaps wasn't the nicest thing to say, but I was sooo frustrated. And he hung up. And that's that.
I feel horrible. If this is the end of our relationship, that's fine. I just wish the last thing he heard from me wasn't that I think he's fucking stupid. All in all we really do love each other and have fun most of the time. And I'd feel really bad if I make him forget all the good times by ending on such a bad note. I don't want to call him.
Maybe I'll write an email.