Treating Myself...
I have come to the conclusetion that I have issues in my life. Not jokeing I have issuses real true issues.
I think I have surpressed anger towards my mother that I take out on anyone who gives me the chance. I'm a door mat. I'm way to nice to people, I let them walk right over me. Even thought I know its not good I can't bare to let myself be really mean to a person. And I think I may be going though some really wired depresstion thing. I have a hard time telling people what I think and feel because I'm always afird that they may judge me or I may hurt them in some way. I hate it when that happens. I really dont like hurting people, espically ones that I love and care about. But the more I push away the feelingd that I feel I should tell them the more I end up hurting myself in the long run. And thats not good.. I just dont know what to do! AHHHHHH!!
I think I have surpressed anger towards my mother that I take out on anyone who gives me the chance. I'm a door mat. I'm way to nice to people, I let them walk right over me. Even thought I know its not good I can't bare to let myself be really mean to a person. And I think I may be going though some really wired depresstion thing. I have a hard time telling people what I think and feel because I'm always afird that they may judge me or I may hurt them in some way. I hate it when that happens. I really dont like hurting people, espically ones that I love and care about. But the more I push away the feelingd that I feel I should tell them the more I end up hurting myself in the long run. And thats not good.. I just dont know what to do! AHHHHHH!!