Apr 24, 2005 22:21
so i took a "walk" tonight.
my real intentions were to see jess...but her car wasnt there so i figured she wasnt either :/
it was cold out.
and i was dressed like a hobo. haha.
i guess ppl say that i think im a "rockstar". so what if i dress better than everyone...they dont have to be all sixth grade. what is this the "scene" of the lunch table? im just trying to have fun.
im changing the way i go about living my life.
im gonna start saving money
and watching less tv
and reading more
and caring less about what ppl think becasue i care wayyyyyyyyy too much.
and with some things ... like love
ill wait too long and the moment will pass me by. like always...
i cant even pick out a movie...let alone girl goals...let alone a college.