Apr 08, 2005 17:23
i think i need a gf.
as much as i say i dont
theres no better way to get over someone then to date someone else right?
cause i need to let this go. this love.
i wish i could change things.
i wish i could change my perception of the way she thinks.
but i know how she thinks.
and i know how inconsistently it is.
i love her to death even though i ignore it.
in need to fall in love with someone whos not a window shopper. ((in terms of boys))
or a cake collecter and an overeater. :) ((in terms of boys))
but first ill get over this cold.
then maybe ill think clearer.
or stop over thinking.
im trying to stick to this decision.
but once i fall im usually stuck on the ground.
ok back to work.