update
so i haven't been on here since last year and alot has happened. but i mean ALOT.
israel and i dated for 3 months.
[my longest relationship go figure]
and we broke up in january. it hasn't been that long and it's really frustrating that he's already moved on and i'm still letting it bug me. i dont' like him anymore but it gets me mad that he was the one who hurt me and it's alot easier for him than it is for me.
BUT ANYWAYS
umm.... college is an awesome experience. there's so much freedom but with all that freedom it's VERY EASY to slack off. =[
i'm just hoping that i get my act together by midterms and at least manage to pass my classes.
work has been pretty good lately and i've gotten the hang of things lately. the atmosphere in the office is pretty cool too. there's always people laughing and aww man... fred. he's so awesome. he's such a sweetheart. crap... i think i might be crushing on him a little bit. but he's like older. by at least 5 years if not more. it's kind of a let down but hey, like lina told me... age is just a number. hahaha. it's not like anything will ever happend with him anyway. but eh... he's really nice.
and then my english proffesor. dang...
i had the weirdest dream last night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he kissed me! my english prof kissed ME.
hahaha. i woke up sooooo confused. i have no clue what that dream means but it was pretty freaky.
ummm.... i hsould get back to reading.
yeah... reading.
israel and i dated for 3 months.
[my longest relationship go figure]
and we broke up in january. it hasn't been that long and it's really frustrating that he's already moved on and i'm still letting it bug me. i dont' like him anymore but it gets me mad that he was the one who hurt me and it's alot easier for him than it is for me.
BUT ANYWAYS
umm.... college is an awesome experience. there's so much freedom but with all that freedom it's VERY EASY to slack off. =[
i'm just hoping that i get my act together by midterms and at least manage to pass my classes.
work has been pretty good lately and i've gotten the hang of things lately. the atmosphere in the office is pretty cool too. there's always people laughing and aww man... fred. he's so awesome. he's such a sweetheart. crap... i think i might be crushing on him a little bit. but he's like older. by at least 5 years if not more. it's kind of a let down but hey, like lina told me... age is just a number. hahaha. it's not like anything will ever happend with him anyway. but eh... he's really nice.
and then my english proffesor. dang...
i had the weirdest dream last night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he kissed me! my english prof kissed ME.
hahaha. i woke up sooooo confused. i have no clue what that dream means but it was pretty freaky.
ummm.... i hsould get back to reading.
yeah... reading.