standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in * fata

[star_x_struck]

well my birthday ended about an hour ago. i dont miss it. it was pretty boring. i went to victorias secret this morning cause my mom had a coupon. then was forced to a family bbq in staten islan. then out to dinner with jill d jackster & marissa. then shish's which i just left at 930ish cause wow yeah extreme boredom. but i DID get to see ange! hah <3

i am going away to lbi tomorrow. ill be gone for 2 weeks, minus coming home for warped on sunday. im begginggggg my parents to let me come home on friday cause i want to go to krome but they're not having it. fuck.

i dreamed about this kid last night and it was amazing. but you know when you just wake up and you think your dream is realy but then you like, wait im still in bed.. DAMMIT!!! yeah. so then i was sad all morning cause it was a dream. loser? why yes i am.

Its funny how things work out
The ones we need dont know we're there
If I were sand and you were oceans
The moon would be why your pulled to me
I wake up and think dreams are real
I sleep so I dont have to feel
The truth that you cant ever be
The one person that wont ever forget me
-armorforsleep

thank you to everyone who wished me a happy birthday, i LOVE you all! seriously the best part of my birthday was the random people i never talk to hah

this was a bland post.