not much to say on this nontoxic ordinary day!

[star_wars_freak]

Right now I am kind of tired and kind of not. I want to write, read and watch a movie but I cant do all of them at once. I tried to pick out a movie but I didn't feel like watching any of the ones we have. I tried to write more of my book but when I went to write I was bored. I tried to read but I could get into the book.

I hate how I feel right now. Im so down with everything including friends and guys. On the inside I feel so miserable but on the outside Im always cheery and upbeat, I can never stop smiling no matter how I feel. What the hell is wrong with me??

I almost started to cry in first hour.

....I am bored.