Nov 22, 2004 14:44
soo i just got home from school. and now im pissed off because of certain things ive been hearing.
to you: so i really dont get it. i thought you could tell me these things? isn't that what im here for??? instead i have to hear it from somone else... and that REALLY makes me mad.
so Will is still being a dick. and he seirously is getting on my freakin nerves. it really bothers me that he gets so upset over such little things. he blmaes everything on me... and blows everything out of porportion... it sucks... and im tired of it. you need to stop.
i miss talking to sarah. like reallly talking. i need to hang out with her. i feel so bad for this weekend. i kno we might not agree on certain things... but she still is such an awesome person and i love her so much.
so im grounded. yeah. not cool.
i read your journal. you shouldn't write that when you dont know the whole story. that really hurts. you should have talked to me about it... instead of believing what u heard. :(
so i worked yesterday (sunday)... and you'll never guess who came in the store..... josh alamond. oh my gosh. i havnt seen that kid in 2 YEARS!! not exagerating. i havnt seen him since freshmen year... when i was like IN LOVE with him. lol omg. those were some funny times. i saw him walk in. and called his name. and he seioursly like tackled me. i missed him. and i cant believe we lost touch for 2 years. but we're hanging out soon. so im so happy. :) hes so cool.
alot of people visited me yestrerday at work. it made me happy, even though i was to busy to talk to them. :-/ but it was still nice. :)
i think im gonna get fired. but thats okay. becuase its getting old.
ashton walked me to 4th hour. and he decided that he didn't wanna go to class. so he came with me to class and just chilled in there. :) haha my history teacher didn't even care and we just talked. i love ashton so much. hes seriously so awesome.
blah. im so sick. my throat hurts. and i cant stop coughing. grrr
so my mom made me delete my FaCe ThE JuRy account. jaks;djflkajs;dlfkajs;dlfkajsdf. im mad. its not like i made it with bad intentions. but shes convinced that if i have my picture on the internet that preverted freaks will find out where i live and rape me. yeah. i kinda doubt that. but whatever. she just worries alot. i guess its just a mom thing.
HaPPy BiRthDaY JeNNiFeR!!! I LoVe YoU MoRe ThaN AnyThinG!!!! **MUAH** ;)
i tear my heart open,
i sow myself shut.
my weakness is,
that i care to much.
my scars remind me,
that the past is real.
i tear my heart open,
just to feel.
alright. i guess im done venting. im gonna go call sarah and talk to her. :) i'll write more later!!
-CarLy <33