May 11, 2004 09:01
im in grand school. spossed to be doing some power point thingy for carver.. hmm. yeah.. bored...bla bla blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
i MISS tammie anne lytle!!!!!!!!!! :(
hmmmmmmmmmmmm oh oh oh.OhhhhhHhhhhhhHHHH.. I WAS SOOO HAPPY YESTERDAY!! yeap kevin was in school <3 i hate to think/know that i will never get over him. but i cant.. i just cant! omg did i mention i like 4 (yeah i said 4) people! woah too much. im a looooooooser! ((kevin morgan derek kip)) :X shootttt mee!!
la la la .. kelley and i are hanging out soon.. tomorrow = half day = YAY!! going out with laci and nikki after school. i HOPE!
tonight im going shopping for cloooooooooothing! my favorite thing in the world to do!! :D
yeah a dyke teacher just walked in here.. YUCK!
mr stimpson just left too
i think i have a job for the summer??!!
woah woah idk what else to say??
yeah tammie is a fucking loser.. we were spossed to hang out prom night? what happened to that fuck bag?? <33
i have a doctors appt after school today.. im nervous. and i hate the fact that MY DAD is the one taking me. no no no NOOOOOOOOOOO . its for my medication.. which im hoping i can just tell my doctor i dont want to be on it anymore and she will just take me off of it. its just making me more fucked up. i think about suicide even more now.. i still cry all the time, and if i dont take it for just one day im so fucking bitchy and sad all day and i hate it. i hate this shit!! did i mention my dad is an assssssssssssssSSSSSholeee!!! arghhh
k carver is back. gg. post whenever our comp is hooked back up at home (internet isnt working at my moms either..GRRR) they are re-doing the upstairs family room again. where the computer is.. so everything is covered in plastic and unhooooooooooked!