Apr 27, 2004 22:35
i want to die so bad. more and more everyday.. this fucking sucks.. i cant take living my life anymore. it really isnt worth it to me. the only thing in my life that means anything is my friends! idk. maybe im just a stupid idiotic fuck and i need mental help.. w/e anyways on a good note :
i cant wait for tomorrow.. my hott sexy lover is coming over.. what? i meant to say tammie! man o man we are going to have a good time! and i really need it too! i love her to death and she understands what im going through and is there for me!!
i miss kevin so much :/
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Would ur bffl let u use their sleeve at lunch as a rag to wipe ur nasty ass hands on them and leave stains and then the next day they let u do it again?Would ur bff let you dump fucking yogurt on them in their house?Would u and ur bffl piss on the phone to a strangers cell phone answering machine?Does ur bffl make u piss urself bc ur laughing so hard?Have u and ur bffl ever had a cheese fight in their kitchen?Do u and ur bffl go to the mall and scream out fucking stupid shit as hott guys walk by and they look at u like you have 99 heads?What about out the car window in the projects of Dover and down main roads?How about in Wal-Mart?Would ur bffl stick their tongue to a wind chime just bc u said to?Does ur bffl seem to brighten up the worst days of ur life no matter wat?Most importantly.. Would ur bffl do anything in the whole entire world for you?Mine would!Laci u mean the world to me! iflu2d.no words could explain! <3 S4L_nMw_faeae..
i think im done now..
comment? yeah u should
bye