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well..if i do say sooo...i*ve been having a pretty shitty week.
for starters,the weather has been crappy, i mean, i love wehn it rains, but this sucks ass, no one likes crap weather when your already in a shitty mood, which for the most part i wasn't even sure why i was.
so my week started out w/school, and i had to go meet my grandma and grandpa for dinner after class, so my grandma tells my grandpa how on tuesday he has to go for his MRI, he looks at me and is all, tmw we'll find out when i'm going to die. i was completely shocked that he said that. he's takign the whole thing as a joke, i mean, i understand eh's scared and is trying to cope w/it all, but come on, you don't say that to your grand-daughter!! so then i went home and cried the whole way home, i had to tell soemone, but i didn't want to tell my mom cuz i knew she'd be pissed, but, i was going crazy and she was asking why i was in such a bad mood, so i told her, adn yes, she was pissed, adn it was perfect timing cuz right as i was telling her and started crying again, andrew pulled up, cuz i was going to his house..but, that was a good thing, cuz he really made me feel alot better--THANK YOU!! <3
so all that shit happened, then i had school and crap adn i'm really getting sick of it, plus it sucked cuz i didn't get to ahng out w/andrew again since monday, adn there was some other stuff on my mind that i'm not gonna mention..but it's still on my mind, and it's driving me nuts,even tho it's prolly just me overanalyzing and being dumb, but w/e. so then i ahd to go back to work yesterday, and work is pretty much fine, nothing TOO hard, but still, its' work..lol..and i'm alwyas worried i'm gonna mess up or something, so it's kinda stressful for me..lol..but today, ohhh man, it was jsut the icing on the fuckin cake!! so i slept like 4 whole hours last night cuz i had cramps like whoa, then i had to get up for school, well, my dad didn't leave me gas money, and i had no cash, and the only ATM i can use is at my bank, and i did'nt wanna drive all the way there, so meanwhile i had to find a place to take a check, plus my stomach was still killing me, so i didn't leave from getting gas down at 23 mile until 8:30, leaving me half hour to get to port huron for class at 9, well, the god damn construction got me. i fuckin got pulled over cuz it goes from like 70, to 50 to 45 in like 2 seconds, so i was in the process of slowing down, adn yup, the mother fukcer pulled me over!! i got 55 in a 45..so...yea, no idea how much that'll be, and i was planning on going shoping, yup, not no more, now i'm paying a fuckin ticket.god, i'm so pissed, and i'm freaking out cuz i dont want my mom or dad to get mad at me...so we'll see how that goes..cuz i was planning on hanign gout w/andrew today since i haven't in like forever and i miss him..so hopefully my mom will understand hwo crappy the day was going already and how much i had on my mind.... : /
but now, i have to decide whether i'm going to stay for my next class or not, i kinda wanna go home, cuz my tummy hurts and we're not doing anything, but idk, idk if my mom would get mad at me for skipping..hmmm...