what makes you so innocent
when have you ever cared? you haven't been there even tho i think you really want to be your just afraid and to me its all a bunch of bullshit. why should i be there when you need somebody. im not someone you can just drop and then pick up when you want to talk. im a person who has fuckin feelings that you obviously dont give shit about.
i miss simon no matter how much i want to deny it. i hate this town. its full of shitty people who only care about themselves. so i like sitting at home not having to do stuff all the time. you know thiking about where my life is heading. i doubt im going to be friends with the people im friends with now when im older because honestly i dont hang out with them ever and theres nothing really i can do about that. im not going to sit here and whine until they hang out with me because they should want to hang out but then again im in summer school and shit but this weekend im partying i dont care with who but i am. i need to have fun for a change
i miss my bike and i really want it back but dont think thats going to happy anytime soon.
right now boys arent really a big priority in my life because they are a waste of my time and everyone elses. well boys from this lame ass town. so i dont like anyone if you care and havent since brian hall and i think it will be a while before i date anyone again. im raduating next yr because i hate school
well i threw away all my shitty poems. really dont want to remember bad times in my life anymore. umm this year is going to be fun and im not going to give a fuck if you like me or not. well its always been like that.
really want to fight someone before highschool is over haha dont ask why. taco tuesday didnt happen because my dad didnt get home until like 10:30 and didnt want to go. lame. someone call me to hang out sometime please. remodeling house. fun.
i want to know the following:
did you ever talk shit on me?
and did it make you feel better in the end?
what are things i do to piss you off?
am i fun?
do you care about me?
.well know this i care about you. and i always will. sad right?