the ugly truth
read this carefully because its going to be blunt:
i am sick of people whining, people who lack any motivation because they're so devestated. it hurts, i was there to help support you, you turned away. you didnt want help you just wanted to sit there and cry, and it makes me so angry to think that you could GIVE UP so easily. i understand it hurts, but then you say things like
"well its not like anyone cares about me."
after all we've been through, for you to even say that is complete betrayal. ive been here for you, ive tried so hard to be there for you and you dont give a fuck and dont be nice and pretend you do. you dont give a fuck about me or anyone else. you want to know why it seems like no ones there???? because you've got your fucking eyes closed. if you'd open your eyes and turn around you'd see me behind you. but you wont. you dont want to see that people care about you because it makes it easier to give up. im dont want to give up on you, but you're trying my patience.
this isnt an attack and im sorry if i hurt you but i thought it needed to be said.
and by the way:
im glad nora is happy, she doesnt do "gloomy" very well haha.\
and im glad kari is content, but we need to kick it more.
and loruh has a stoopid on her face.
and im not sure who else reads this regularly but thanks.
*********in other news*************
i went to water world today. it was fun but i feel all tired and sick. but fun.
<3s to jana and loruh face. who have been baptized.
i am sick of people whining, people who lack any motivation because they're so devestated. it hurts, i was there to help support you, you turned away. you didnt want help you just wanted to sit there and cry, and it makes me so angry to think that you could GIVE UP so easily. i understand it hurts, but then you say things like
"well its not like anyone cares about me."
after all we've been through, for you to even say that is complete betrayal. ive been here for you, ive tried so hard to be there for you and you dont give a fuck and dont be nice and pretend you do. you dont give a fuck about me or anyone else. you want to know why it seems like no ones there???? because you've got your fucking eyes closed. if you'd open your eyes and turn around you'd see me behind you. but you wont. you dont want to see that people care about you because it makes it easier to give up. im dont want to give up on you, but you're trying my patience.
this isnt an attack and im sorry if i hurt you but i thought it needed to be said.
and by the way:
im glad nora is happy, she doesnt do "gloomy" very well haha.\
and im glad kari is content, but we need to kick it more.
and loruh has a stoopid on her face.
and im not sure who else reads this regularly but thanks.
*********in other news*************
i went to water world today. it was fun but i feel all tired and sick. but fun.
<3s to jana and loruh face. who have been baptized.