i dont know anymore!

[star_spark27]

i just want to get away again.. even though i know things dont just change because youre in a new place with different people. things have been so weird. jaime didnt like me for a while.. but today we seemed cool.. i dunno. i would hope so i just want to forget about the last week and a half that we havent talked. when i saw her today i realized how much i missed us having fun together. and i dont know why sarah is not my friend anymore.. i miss her TONS and i hope she knows that.. i wish we were roomies again like back in the day. now nick is.. confuuuusing he doesnt know what he wants and neither do i anymore. i really wish myspace had a 'its complicted' or 'i dont know' button. tonight was reallllllllllllllly fun if i just happen to forget some parts. basically eveyrthing before 830 which didnt revolve around nicks weirdness or moments btw him and rachel was fun. i lurve my costume but im missing the headband. why does everything have to be so complicated?????

oh and i frikin hate chemistry i wish it would die. im not ready for my comm midterm tomorrow but does it matter? no! why did this have to happen TONIGHT?

i <3 emily