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Fuck this fucking fucked up mess.
I really hate volleyball sometimes. Today is one of those days. If I didn't play next year I wouldn't have to play this spring. I wouldn't have to live in this fucking apartment with my fucking roomate anymore. I would have more time with Bill. It wouldn't irritate my stomach and I might actually get better.
But that would require giving up. And losing money. 2,138 dollars to be exact. Figure this. If I were to earnt that money at a job earning 6$ an hour instead I would have to work 356 hours. Thats 44 1/2 full time days. 9 weeks at full time.
Volleyball is 15+ weeks at part time. It's such a toss up. Freedom versus type of work. I mean volleyball is fun sometimes...but when it's not...it's not.
I'm fucking thirsty but too lazy to make some koolaid. How lazy is that. I can't believe how much school I've missed lately. It's freaking hard to make it all up. I hate being behind. (sigh) I have a 100% in computers. There is a garunteed A. Volleyball is also a garunteed A. CPR should be...I can't see Sue giving us any less. Especially cause we drop our two lowest test scores and I've gotten A's and B's on most of them. And 100's on the practicals. I dunno. We'll see. I'm really scared about Psych. And EDCI.
Trig I should do alright. Got a B on the first test. Missed one point on both assignments I've gotten back. I did really bad on that one...but I have 10 extra credit points. And there is that quiz. But it was only 5 so I should be at a pretty high B...if I do good on the next test I might have an A. WOo.
Can you tell I'm stressing????
Fuck I need a drink. I shall return someday.
(PS) I miss Bill so bad it hurts. :( :( :( :( :(
I really hate volleyball sometimes. Today is one of those days. If I didn't play next year I wouldn't have to play this spring. I wouldn't have to live in this fucking apartment with my fucking roomate anymore. I would have more time with Bill. It wouldn't irritate my stomach and I might actually get better.
But that would require giving up. And losing money. 2,138 dollars to be exact. Figure this. If I were to earnt that money at a job earning 6$ an hour instead I would have to work 356 hours. Thats 44 1/2 full time days. 9 weeks at full time.
Volleyball is 15+ weeks at part time. It's such a toss up. Freedom versus type of work. I mean volleyball is fun sometimes...but when it's not...it's not.
I'm fucking thirsty but too lazy to make some koolaid. How lazy is that. I can't believe how much school I've missed lately. It's freaking hard to make it all up. I hate being behind. (sigh) I have a 100% in computers. There is a garunteed A. Volleyball is also a garunteed A. CPR should be...I can't see Sue giving us any less. Especially cause we drop our two lowest test scores and I've gotten A's and B's on most of them. And 100's on the practicals. I dunno. We'll see. I'm really scared about Psych. And EDCI.
Trig I should do alright. Got a B on the first test. Missed one point on both assignments I've gotten back. I did really bad on that one...but I have 10 extra credit points. And there is that quiz. But it was only 5 so I should be at a pretty high B...if I do good on the next test I might have an A. WOo.
Can you tell I'm stressing????
Fuck I need a drink. I shall return someday.
(PS) I miss Bill so bad it hurts. :( :( :( :( :(