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hello everyone!
i havent updated any of my journal things in such a long time!!!! just got home from *gags* west virgina about half an hour ago. i talked to besty alittle bit, and now im just sitting here bored. i swear, that im ok when im by myself but the only time i have a really good time is when im with my friends. and even tho its fun with other people, its still not quite the same. Next friday i hope to god that i can go to the mall. if i cant im gonna have a shit fit. i need to go here soon to buy betsy, lizz, and christi gifts. i love buying for my friends. Then on the 22nd i get to go take my driving test. hopefully ill pass and have my liscence by christmas. i would convluse right then and there in the car and shit all over the driving instructor if i fail. lol. This week has been kinda crappy. some days have been ok, but its like everyone has been kinda down. i've been upset at alot of things. mainly angry. i am sooo mad at people right now its not even funny. they always treat me like crap even when i try my hardest with them. they get mad at me for the same stuff that they do, but its like its ok for them to do it. im just so sick of this shit. im not a naturally nice person, and it seems when i try to be, its never ever good enough. (just incase you were wondering, its no one who reads this, so lizz, betsy, and christi this isnt you) but yea, it has sucked alot. i swear i cannot wait another year and like a month. i say we all go and live a poor but cozy life in some city, were we can all go have fun and just be ourselves without worrying. what do ya say? lol. well this is the end of my rant/what ever else it was. lol. leave me a comment please, so i dont feel like a moron and kinda alone.
*hugs*
i havent updated any of my journal things in such a long time!!!! just got home from *gags* west virgina about half an hour ago. i talked to besty alittle bit, and now im just sitting here bored. i swear, that im ok when im by myself but the only time i have a really good time is when im with my friends. and even tho its fun with other people, its still not quite the same. Next friday i hope to god that i can go to the mall. if i cant im gonna have a shit fit. i need to go here soon to buy betsy, lizz, and christi gifts. i love buying for my friends. Then on the 22nd i get to go take my driving test. hopefully ill pass and have my liscence by christmas. i would convluse right then and there in the car and shit all over the driving instructor if i fail. lol. This week has been kinda crappy. some days have been ok, but its like everyone has been kinda down. i've been upset at alot of things. mainly angry. i am sooo mad at people right now its not even funny. they always treat me like crap even when i try my hardest with them. they get mad at me for the same stuff that they do, but its like its ok for them to do it. im just so sick of this shit. im not a naturally nice person, and it seems when i try to be, its never ever good enough. (just incase you were wondering, its no one who reads this, so lizz, betsy, and christi this isnt you) but yea, it has sucked alot. i swear i cannot wait another year and like a month. i say we all go and live a poor but cozy life in some city, were we can all go have fun and just be ourselves without worrying. what do ya say? lol. well this is the end of my rant/what ever else it was. lol. leave me a comment please, so i dont feel like a moron and kinda alone.
*hugs*