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This is just one of those things that almost nobody is able to comprehend. The average person would have to double their emotional sensitivity towards others, and then expire all boundaries that define rationality. Imagine the painfully impossible, and apply it as reality. This is depression.
I'm just so exhausted by the daily struggle to make something worth it. Every day is the worst day of my life, made worse by the fact that tomorrow comes next. Today was the absolute worst. I even got fired. I feel utterly useless. Did you know that people who are as depressed as I, apparantly, contemplate suicide frequently? I don't, but I think that statement says something about what kind of shape I am in.
I'm just so exhausted by the daily struggle to make something worth it. Every day is the worst day of my life, made worse by the fact that tomorrow comes next. Today was the absolute worst. I even got fired. I feel utterly useless. Did you know that people who are as depressed as I, apparantly, contemplate suicide frequently? I don't, but I think that statement says something about what kind of shape I am in.