How do you get over?
So, I have been doing better overall. My right hand has been numb constantly for nearly two months and I haven't had many episodes. There are still some days where I'm just totally wiped out and feel bad, but they are fewer in number. I am having a few problems with my stomach and eating again. I have this really weird food "thing". I have basically been living off of cereal and milk. It seems if I eat anything else I feel very sick, or I'm just flat out not hungry for it. I'll have to say something to the doctor next time I go, which is the end of this month. My recent appointment with my gynocological endocrinologist went well. She finally prescribed me some pain meds, which made me happy. She really seems to think that it's likely that I have endometriosis, but she said a biopsy isn't really necessary unless it gets unbearable.
On a happy note, I've been spending what little time my friends have away from work with them. And it's been a good time. Now that I'm less fitfull about it, maybe the depression medication is a little necessary. I mean, I'd be fine mentally without it, but I just feel more comfortable with myself and others since I"ve been on it. I'm a little excited to go back to school, but at the same time, the date on which we return nears too quickly. But it will be nice to see everyone again, no matter how much I dislike the majority of them.
One thing that I've found really disappointing is that I've taking so much time to do nothing, I've not working on my new album much. Summer is really the only time I have to work on something like that, but my voice has been in really lousy shape lately with all my colds and sniffles. Oh well, I'll get back to it sometime.
On a happy note, I've been spending what little time my friends have away from work with them. And it's been a good time. Now that I'm less fitfull about it, maybe the depression medication is a little necessary. I mean, I'd be fine mentally without it, but I just feel more comfortable with myself and others since I"ve been on it. I'm a little excited to go back to school, but at the same time, the date on which we return nears too quickly. But it will be nice to see everyone again, no matter how much I dislike the majority of them.
One thing that I've found really disappointing is that I've taking so much time to do nothing, I've not working on my new album much. Summer is really the only time I have to work on something like that, but my voice has been in really lousy shape lately with all my colds and sniffles. Oh well, I'll get back to it sometime.