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Yesterday was a day from hell. My symptoms flared up, I was over emotional...cried about everything, and my parents think we should consider having my cat put to sleep. Her mental and physical health has been taking a steady plunge over the past year. She's only two, but she has a few medical problems. Mainly it's her epilepsy, but she also usually reacts badly to her medicine for it, making her sicker in a few different ways. She's been having tons of bad seizures lately and I just have this gut-wrenching, sick-to-my-stomach bad feeling that she's only going to get worse. She also has neurological issues and has hit her head multiple times. I guess this all makes it sound like keeping her alive would just be cruel, but I'm still holding on for that glimmer of hope I highly doubt I'll find. We need to call the vet and maybe schedule an appointment to have her checked out because I think she's getting sick from her meds again too. And maybe we'll address the issue of...yeah...
This is so terribly surreal. I know I'll break down when it all happens. She's my baby! But I guess if I really love her, I'll have to let her go if that's what will bring her peace.
This is so terribly surreal. I know I'll break down when it all happens. She's my baby! But I guess if I really love her, I'll have to let her go if that's what will bring her peace.