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Dec 07, 2004 00:49

i dont think im going to class tomorrow
im just going ot sit at home and clean
an retype my paper..im so bad at writing
papers..

i never belived in love at first sight before
i saw todd
we have been together for a year and a half
and i love him more everyday..
i had a few insecurities but those are gone
ive never had this before and i thought that
he would just leave me out of the blue on day
hes my soul mate..my first real love..
i miss the summer.. we went everywhere
the park, movies, we can do just fine
walking around a forest preseve holding hands
and talking about whatever

on time we walked on a bike trail along the des plaines
river and we saw a mother deer and her baby
i got so close to them..they were three feet away
i wanted to pet the baby but the mother looked like she
was going to run after me from 4 feet away and i got scared

now its too cold to go out..we went out to dinner
last friday..i asked him
if he wanted to take
me out on a date and he was thinking
the same thing i thought i was just going to
be just the two if us but Eddie and Brad ended up
being there too..it was still fun though
we went to papadaux..they have really good food.

the only thing that sucks is that you get use to
being with someone that the romance goes away
you dont have to prove your love as much anymore
since the other person should know how much you
love them..i was hoping that it would stick
around..but it didnt

i love the feeling of haveing another person in my
bed

i love that i have someone that loves me more than anything

i love that i have someone who knows me better than i
know myslef

i love how we are the same person

i still cant belive how we met
i was a cashier at a small grocery store
i think it was in march
i saw him walk past the glass windows
in the front of the store and i just
thought wow he was really cute
i watched him walk to the back of the store
then he came i my line and be bought bagels
cottage cheese and luch meat
and left he came in a few times after that
then he came in again and was in my line again
and i said hello and he sad hi
i think by then he knew that i liked him
then i didnt see him come in for a few weeks
and i kept hopeing that we would come in again
then he finally did
this time, it think it was in may
my line was full and my friend was
opening her line
he was the last person in my line and she asked
for the next customer to come over
he gave her a funny look like no i want to be in
this line why are you callin me over
i said his and he said hi cutie and i blushed
then he paid for his stuff and gave me his
money with a blue piece of paper
i took the money and looked at the paper
and put it on top of my register
not in my pocket like he was hopeing
i was nevous and wasnt thinking
he ws thinking "what are you doing put it in
your pocket"
it ws his number and i called him the next day

the first thing that attracted him to me was my butt
we were ment to be togther
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