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Over-reacting is a sign of misjudgement and misunderstanding... Similar to the effects of assumption. Except for once, I wasn't quite fit to play the roll of the ignorant ass this time. You're a failure-not me.
New Years sucked. The last minute before the boring year to be, all I could think about was what happened all of this past year, and how grateful I am that I won't be tempted to concentrate on any one of those insulting memories. Then events from past new years eves filled my head. I found out that last years was probably the most happiest and interesting out of all 17, not to mention the most amusing. I would kill to reverse this little thing called time just so I can take a still picture of his expression. I'm sure it was his most amusing new years as well.
I miss the closeness I've had with so many people. I want it back. I don't want to rely on anyone, I'd kill myslef before I did that again. But, I just want to have some people to talk to here and there, without worrying how long it will be until we approach one another again.
I miss charles, he needs to return.
I don't understand why he called me everyday this break, in a sense it was kind of aggravating, but granted I'm the one that likes him. I'm glad he understands me, and sincere about his judgement with that. I don't know what will happen.
I don't want to make the mistake I made by leaving behind the people I care about the most. I made that mistake once, but I have now choice but to do it again.
I love you all.
New Years sucked. The last minute before the boring year to be, all I could think about was what happened all of this past year, and how grateful I am that I won't be tempted to concentrate on any one of those insulting memories. Then events from past new years eves filled my head. I found out that last years was probably the most happiest and interesting out of all 17, not to mention the most amusing. I would kill to reverse this little thing called time just so I can take a still picture of his expression. I'm sure it was his most amusing new years as well.
I miss the closeness I've had with so many people. I want it back. I don't want to rely on anyone, I'd kill myslef before I did that again. But, I just want to have some people to talk to here and there, without worrying how long it will be until we approach one another again.
I miss charles, he needs to return.
I don't understand why he called me everyday this break, in a sense it was kind of aggravating, but granted I'm the one that likes him. I'm glad he understands me, and sincere about his judgement with that. I don't know what will happen.
I don't want to make the mistake I made by leaving behind the people I care about the most. I made that mistake once, but I have now choice but to do it again.
I love you all.